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So last night I got to meet Jason, Luke, Patty and Bribry in Auckland! It was so awesome definitely up there with All Time Low and Paramore and twenty one pilots :) 

It was so amazing to see these guys irl, and just know that they aren’t just people I see on a computer screen.

I found three of these awesome guys (Bribry, Jason and Luke) through Bribry’s video ‘to people who are depressed’ (part 2) which really helped me get through so many hard times and gave me so much hope. I have dealt with depression since I was 15 and I am now 18 and I still struggle with it. Around this time last year I tried to end my life and I have self-harmed in the past.

Being able to sing-along to Can’t Save Myself last night was amazing because the lyrics just mean so much to me, and Patty’s voice is just so beautiful (his face is also the face of an angels).

Luke’s and Jason’s videos have given me something to laugh at and a reason to smile when I felt like I didn’t have anything to be happy about. 

There are no words to describe the happiness I felt last night, from the fact that I got to meet four of my heroes and hug them. And I also made friends *yay for friends*

Also I may have called Jason a hologram and stroked Luke’s back :3 

Photos will be up soon :)

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the only thing that can never disappoint me 
  • me: im so tired, i could collapse into bed and sleep for a year..
  • me: gets in bed
  • me: how was earth created
  • me: who made microwaves
  • me: how does the internet even work
  • me: i'm hungry
  • me: feels bad about something i did 4 years ago
  • me: remembers 73 unfinished tasks
  • me: too tired to sleep
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